It’s always hard to explain why we are the way we are. I guess for me, losing the ability to blind myself from clarity was no longer voluntary. You see, I have lived through a series of unfortunate events that up to this point have seemed unreasonably grinding to my soul. Grinding is a great word for it in lots of ways. When you have a protective shell around you though, made up of everything, from high hopes, ideals, observations, and impenetrable self truths it takes some grinding to get to the source of what makes a man tick. And the story I am about to tell you is one that is true, fortunate, sad, beautiful, spiritual, historical, incredible, oh, and I happen to think its quite brilliant and as close to my heart as it could be because it’s my story and the people and events involved are what has guided me to who I am now, today at 30. 9 months after being almost killed in an accident I had no control over. I’m still here, which is why I feel my story can maybe spark clarity in others without the divine intervention I had to go through before I got it, clarity that is, after a near death, you know.
One of the first things I learned from my new found clarity is that your significant other should be the only person on your team that has a secured roster spot. Committing yourself fully to the person you have chosen to love is easy when they are your best friend and they save your life.
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