I am the oldest of 3 and have also been extremely outwardly expressive since birth. I have always had a habit of trying to make friends with people in my adult life by making people laugh or feel good by the skill that the Lord gave me, because I grew up in a normal American family, where the communication is bogged down by guilt, fear , regret, or just having doubts. I want to be able to make people say that I am one of the hardest working people when it comes to the thoughtfulness I put into existing and interacting with my fellow humans and in the process giving people hope that they can do anything that is their passion by announcing in a constant manner “Believing Makes Reality.”
I do get offended when my journey to my dreams is questioned merely because of it’s amount of difficulty or the distance of it’s scope compared to the surroundings of my childhood opportunity. I have had anxiety my whole life because of my want for others respect and validation in a profession that is measured on a made up scale that the media inundates the public with on a regular basis.
I just want to be involved in personal relationships that are loving and positive, and not the relationships that I grew up with, which are judgmental, and doubting. My grandma Margaret, my Dad Steve’s Mom, just past away. This has been a turning point in my life. I had a rock spiritually that has passed on to the heaven she taught me about, that I can rely on God even when the world around me doesn’t see my same vision as long as my relationship with him is constant, I am a person that has taken the path that my prayers have told me. I know we differ because we are human. I respect practical, organized, and well thought out process in which others work. Respect me. Cause It will be reciprocated.
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